redhairedragdoll:

Body modifications do not change character.

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4.4.11

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Good morning bloggers.

This is a picture of me with no makeup. I just want everyone to remember we were born with imperfections and we do have flaws. As you can see mine I have a problem with my acne, and white little dots below my chin are sun spots from me being allergic to the sun. You can also see the color difference between my shoulder and my face. And yes that is a little pouch of fat from my boobs under my bra strap.

This summer is making me realize I need to be more comfortable with who I am and the cards I’m delt than sitting and hating myself for something I can’t change.

If you knew my personality you would not expect me to have 14 holes in my body and four tattoos. My nose ring is my favorite to wear because people expect me to be a little reserved kinda person.

Just by looking at me you wouldn’t know I have a physical daily struggle with my body. I am in chronic pain from my bladder from a condition called painful bladder. This basically means that all of my organs are starting to lose the muscles around them and are dropping to my pelvic floor. You also wouldn’t guess that I have fibromyalgia. My brain is sending too many signals to my muscles and causes chronic pain in my joins and my muscles. I have scars from depression on my arm I can’t hide, and scars from my surgeries I will always have.

I am me. I’m not perfect. I’m battling with my own body and mind. I lose hope and want to give up, but I would be letting the disease and society win. And by god I’m not going to let that happen.

Love Always,

Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.